God, I went a whole week without being thankful about one thing at night. And it wouldn’t be the same as if I did it every night, but I’m thankful for finally finding people who care about me, staying up till 4am to solve a problem she didn’t need to. For bring me to people who understand me, agreeing and even adding to my crazy ideas. I thank You for the best parents, when I deserve nothing they offer me. I’m so grateful and so guiltily blessed. There’s nothing I can say about it but thank you.
God, today I thank you for giving me the gift of music. I find myself in the arms of sweet melody through whichever instrument, piano, voice, violin… Why couldn’t I see it before? If life can be wrapped up in harmony, I have a feeling that I’ll be one very happy girl.
Thank you, Lord
God, today I am stressed. Thoughts of uselessness flooded my mine after a few days of feeling so high. My housemate told me she reflects on one thing every night and thank you for it, and she’s a happier person for it. So I’m starting now.
God, today, I want to thank you for giving me the best housemates ever. All my housemates thus far have been some of the best people in the world. The three from Australia and all five right here right now. All have always been so protective of me. I’ve never felt happier than when I stayed in a house. I have to admit, because the way I’m wired, I harbour many regrets in my pockets. I want to throw them away. But today, I thank you for the people you have led me to be with. It took a whole year of being lost but to arrive here at this point, I’m good.
*Background: It is a little crazy but I am constantly stabbed by the fear of unemployment. I have images of myself being dependent on my parents forever floating through my mind. I hate being useless, and after receiving an email telling me that I failed an interview dragged my spirits so far down the earth. And so my housemate gave me a neat little advice, that is to thank God every night before sleeping about one thing. Just one little thing enough to make a difference. That’s what I’m trying to start here*
List of things to do:
Compile the perfect road trip cd with this song in it. Take cd on perfect road trip. Sing song in the car while playing perfect road trip cd on perfect road trip.
Sometimes I have unrealistic expectations for life.
This has got to be one of the most beautiful songs out there. Simplicity in all its essence yet rich with emotions from the weaving of the guitar and two voices together interlacing perfectly.
Their voices blend in harmony grating the air in thin slices sending chills through my bones and I’m transported into a place with flowers floating through the open space.
It’s funny how we met on the telephone, You and I on the edge of the unknown, Oh in only a moment’s time, I knew my heart was yours and yours was mine
When I saw you waiting at your place, something felt familiar in your face, oh you smiled as if to say, I knew my heart was yours from the first day
We were right, we stood through it all, holding tight, what we found is second to none
I knew, I knew, I knew this would be love
I knew, I knew, I knew this would be love
There were days when I thought I’d lost you, I read the letter aloud, what could I do? Now, we’re right back where we belong, Don’t second guess your heart, it’s never wrong.
There are many dance songs out there that have really good melody. To hear the more melodic versions of them, I would usually seek out the usual Youtube artists that tend to do acoustic covers of popular songs. So I was extremely delighted when I found the acoustic version of Clarity by the original artist herself.
Don’t speak as I leave as I try to leave cause we both know what we’ll choose
Makes me want to do a cover of it myself. I love this song.
Do you remember when I told you I loved you?
I’m different now. So different from who I was just a mere two weeks ago. Life changes so swiftly its scares me.
Would you find your way of what you’re looking for?
So what do I do now?
Dreams are fine, but I want you.
If I could find you out there some where maybe I will finally be happy. Or at least happy searching. I don’t know. I barely know anything anymore.
I did it, I took a leap of faith. Number 41 in my bucket list off you go. I didn’t think it would be done so soon but I guess this is it. I moved two continents away from the warm sun into the blue cold, away from familiarity and comfort into the unknown and untouched.
And now I am in Hogwarts, and don’t you dare tell me its not cause it is. It is I swear it is. It’s where Draco made Ron eat slugs. I swear it is.
So now I begin again. I try finding my ground all over again sorting out where I stand getting more confused and lost than ever and hoping that somehow someday I will find my way.
But for now, I’m happy living in my little illusion as it is.
Second chances hardly come by. I grabbed mine in fear of losing it in the midst of my clouded vision. So now I wait for the day to come when I board the plane two continents away to restart what I already began wiping off all I have done.
Its crazy to think that someone would give up sunshine and warmth but what can I say. I am always up for the adventure.
Therefore, I refuse to fret over things that may or may not be worth worrying about. I choose freedom, I choose happiness. I choose awesomeness.
Be the life of the party, you won’t be sorry
Tell me who are we when we ain’t with our friends?
It’s the end of the world
All you boys all you girls
Put your hands together
let me hear an Amen
This makes me want to dance around in desperate circles. I don’t want to be sorry. I’ll listen to this to remind myself that its all going to be ok. Because, it is all going to be ok. Life is great, life is good.
Taylor Swift’s done it again. She introduced her new song as sensitive, emotional and that it was dedicated to her lovely ex boyfriend. Oh Taylor, you don’t know how I actually thought that was exactly what it was going to be.
To those of you screaming “HOW COULD THAT EVEN BE POSSIBLE? The title of the song gives everything away!” Well, the art work certainly did not. I mean, she’s seating there looking sultry and vengeful and all matured, so that was what I expected. Needless to say, I was taken completely off guard.
She just sounds so different on this song, younger, somehow. But man, are you not excited for her album to come out? I am. So excited.
You go talk to your friends talk to my friends talk to me
We-ee are never ever ever getting back together